fug, seriously i'm feeling hella of out of it. Im not at all excited, its coming way too quickly and i feel like im the only one who doesn't have my mind set to it. Im not down for it all and im down for a break, ha sounds hella bad but its so true. I think the discouraging helps a lot too. I guess my dancing is slutty? But Im not going to bit your head of for having an opinion. I'll understand and if you don't see that now then you apparently don't know me at all. If you really think i'm not going to listen like a good person in my position/situation would then you have no idea what youre dealing with. I think that if anything I should have been told straight up. If its not how you wanted, shoulda said something instead of hiding it.

Proof is indeed needed, fug i'm bothered. Non-stop bulltooshie.

I honestly do believe that as we all get older im still the one holding on. I feel like im the only one who wants good family time without the extras and wants good friend time without the awkwardness and the cliques. It's dumb, i admit. but I myself can't do it alone and i'm not quite sure where it's going to go though.

Happy birthay ateh camille, rowena acio, and to my daddy. Love you all.